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| today a lady that i didnt know told me to smile and everything will be ok. she just walked by, stopped and told me.
it was strange, it really made me stop and think about everything.
so i really liked my friday.
saturday
wasn't
too
bad. |
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| john, joey, jared, levi, kelsey, and gregor. you guys are rad. we need to have fun again.
I'm Sorry.
for any odd, mean, or sad phone calls friday/saturday morning.
im confused,
my perspective on so many things has changed, and it kind of makes me unhappy. |
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| yea i dont know what i am supposed to do.
drake stayed the nite friday. fun.
ANYONE.
i hope we get to spend next saturday together. we have to.
and i need to talk to someone. |
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| oh wow. an entry that means something. so i went to barnes & noble with ariel today, and it was nice. im glad we are friends again, i still care about her alot. it seems like this year my weekends are so much shorter and so many more people want to spend time with me for some reason. i want a girlfriend. but it seems like every girl i like, there is one thing or another preventing us from having a relationship of some sort. i dont really like but 1 or 2 girls though. i hate going to school it is so boring, the same things happen everyday. mattye what ever happened to you? is it since you like some guy now you dont care to talk to me? everytime i try and contact you, i never hear anything back. oh well all of that is beyond my control. there are some cd's i would like to buy but i have no money. i am going to start reading again. i guess i need somthing to keep my brain working, since i dont pay any attention is school. i want to graduate. i want to hurry and go to art school. i want to move back to seattle. its really not that bad here, its just not for me. but i am fine with what i have. yea all of those girls that are always telling me they love me, i dont think they really mean it. that word is overused now. i can only think of about 2 or 3 people that i actually mean it when i say it to them. in three years im going to be living on my own. and 6th grade seemed like not to long ago. i wonder what will happened to everyone after we graduate? i will probly never see them again. my parents dont go to their class reunions. i think i will. i care enough to see what people made of their lives and what happened to them. |
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